And on ...

As I've previously alluded to, those who'd have read my vociferous writings before I know would've been left thinking ... 'crumbs, get help'! Thing is, that's exactly what I'm trying to do and have been for over a decade. It's just the 'correct' kind of help that's evaded me because I've lacked 'official' acknowledgement and support from medical professionals willing to risk their cushy circumstances by doing what's right and rocking the boat. Given this factor though, be aware that I did meet with the psychiatric services several weeks ago of my own volition, whom seemed completely at a loss as to what to do themselves now because of the information I presented them with and that, in their words, 'I didn't appear to be experiencing any mental difficulties' at the time either. But, for the record then, I'm going to be meeting with them again in a few weeks as they've arranged for me to meet with a psychologist in order to talk things through in some more depth. About time too I say! Very interesting that'll be too and I'll be sure to present a synopsis by way of a pertinent posting on here.

Yep, decided I'll continue to produce this chilling piece of literature for the masses, even though it's only been read by a mere handful of folks thus far. Only when the mood takes me though, because I enjoy far more writing the piece of fiction I am in relation to it and I really don't like bearing my soul for all and sundry to such a degree – as amongst other negative reasons, it's bloody unnerving to be frank. Don't quite know where it's going to go yet either, but I am going to refrain, for the time being at least, from mentioning people by name – I'm dealing with enough heat without directly creating more which may eventually be proven to have been unnecessary. What I want is my life back. What's left of it anyway, and not to wreak havoc on other peoples, but if things do merely stagnate for me, then rest assured their walls will come tumbling down if I think instigating this will strengthen my position. What other options are open to me currently other than continuing with the rattling of relevant cages? I'm really not the bad guy in all of this you know!

Oh ... had a good chat with two police officers yesterday as well. They came round due to an attempted break in whilst I was out the night before – made a right mess of my window frames the would be burglars had – but they left open mouthed and rather pale after they'd agreed to discuss and advise me on my 'other' issues. 'Gob Smacked', the phrase is I believe, and once I'd explained that colleagues of theirs had historically advised me to seek help outside of The European Union, beyond here's sphere of political influence – maybe – and that they'd said too that this probably being military technology they felt it was beyond their jurisdiction, all they could offer was a recommendation to approach the media. Already covered that here though hey? There's a media blackout in place concerning the use of the technology, as well as International Intelligence Agency Agreements in place to “suppress and deny” any information at all relating to it's covert use too. These being one and the same thing to a degree I'd say. What they didn't do was question the legitimacy of what I presented them with, and in fact, quite contrary this, they expressed absolute disbelief that I am unable to get any help because of the categoric nature of the documentation they viewed. 'It's black and white', one of them said, 'but we do burglaries'. Nice fella's though, and I'm sure I'll be dealing with the boys and girls in blue again soon, but I do hope it's not off of the back of a load of 'officially fabricated evidence' again, it is so very disturbing when that happens. It's just not like it is in the movies when people get the chance to fight their corner – it's a case of 'Okay you've been stitched up but shut up, what can we do, we're just doing our jobs'? Which unfortunately is very true unless you're in a position to employ a bigwig solicitor. Having said that even, it was six weeks before I got access to a solicitor last time around and we all know we've got a right to one within 24 hours. This counted for nothing where I'm concerned though, as did the fact it was ultimately accepted that the evidence provided to instigate my incarceration was completely fabricated, because all that happened beyond that point was that I was completely and utterly ignored.


By heck. Land of Hope and Glory!? The worst criminals out there are actually running the show!! Fascists ... they don't half seem to have a nasty habit of coming up with unthinkable atrocities to commit. Can't help but wonder myself how they'd fare in public places if the media they control were to expose them. No better than their German counterparts did beyond “The Nuremburg Trails” for all I'd care given the total disregard they have for human life that's not theirs. Secretly I bet they piss their pants regularly at even the merest hint that who they are and what they're responsible for will come out. Oh what a joyous day for the world that would be. There are billions of us and comparatively speaking only a handful of them, so it's not beyond the realms of possibility that it may happen at some point in the future. It's not likely to though. People just be far more preoccupied with their own comforts these days than they are with achieving greater personal and individual freedoms.

The infrastructure of a real life technological Matrix to trap then control us all is already in place, there's reams and reams of evidence to support this and still most content themselves with staring at ornaments and believing in their televisions and newspapers.


“Novus Ordo Seclorum”, or, “New World Order”. Flippin blatantly obvious these words represent something is afoot and around the corner for everybody. They're printed on a dollar bill and this' what it is, a future for your children who will be treated like cattle by a self-presumed elite few and controlled by technology.


Bet anyone a score (£20) I'm right! :-)


Have a butchers (look) at this chaps story. He's a Swedish geezer (man) that's been banging away on the internet for ever about what he has to deal with. More than a few parallels with my grievances and experiences you'll find and there's even some pictures for those of you that don't care for reading and believing. Must say the one of the scar across his forehead looks a bit suspect mind.


http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/sociopolitica/esp_sociopol_mindcon29.htm