It has been alleged that 'Nitty-Gritty' is a derogatory reference to the English slave trade of the 18th century. The phrase is usually used with the prefix 'getting down to' and there is a sense that, whatever the nitty-gritty is, it is at the bottom of something. The suggestion is that it originated as a term for the unimportant debris left at the bottom of ships after the slaves had been removed and that the meaning was extended to include the slaves themselves.
Let us not dwell on the past though, let's get on to some low down on current goings on. I have now you see had five meetings with the psychiatric services in total and have been corresponding with them in writing too. During the penultimate one of said meetings - half way through it - the doctor whom I was speaking with informed me he'd read this blog. Kind of funny really, but he's read about nothing other than what we've discussed in person. They've been frank with me and explained that they are somewhat limited as to what help they are able to offer me concerning my overall circumstances, but I am to be attending ongoing psychotherapy sessions to establish if they are able to help with pain management. Am I going to be critical about this ... nah? Should be, and would be ordinarily, but mine are hardly ordinary circumstances and I knew prior to meeting with them that they'd be restricted to working within certain parameters concerning my lot. Professional constraints were bound to be applied once the reality of what's really wrong with my head was established, which it has been. Otherwise, I'm sure it would have been restraints and the chemical cosh pour moi ... again.
So then, what's to do now?
In a bit of a quandary actually, mind you, that's hardly news, been in one of those for donks you might say. Though, notably these days, there's an aspect of my day to day experiences which is seemingly altering the subliminal climate I operate in. There's markedly less aggression and intolerance apparent towards my claims, which is of course attributable to the fact that most people I see regularly have accepted them as fact, but, this is gradually beginning to have an extremely positive effect on me. I guess I feel as though I've won a battle that has been raging in my life for years. A battle for credulity, to be believed concerning having been implanted and the rest to boot. Still got an ongoing one man war on my hands though in trying to get the operation I need, but one less front to fight on, which is providing me with an increasing amount of extra strength. That's good.
What's not so good, is the 'Nitty Gritty' of what I'm now focussing in on. My primary objective, which could be what else other than getting an 'operation'?! Problem is, my secondary objective is perhaps going to have to be achieved first if I'm ever to have one of these - the one I need at any rate. My secondary objective being the small matter of changing the world. A classic example of words often uttered by delusional psychotic types, yep. But that happen to be too, a very accurate and real synopsis of the position I'm in. Moreover - and I must emphasise the 'perhaps' I'm about to use here, for reasons I'll go on to explain - 'perhaps' it is the case that I'm in said position because I've been put in it. Or was, the moment I was implanted. I've 'stayed in play' being durable, taking punishment incessantly, never seeking reprisals, moving on, all the time absorbing information and looking for answers, exercising an unnatural patience (well, nearly always), staying intact the objective, intact as I can be for when it will really count, but, above all else, by believing ultimately in myself.
Come on you Blaggards! Let's ave some!! |
Time I'd say to rattle some cages and expose a few chinks in my opponents armour. Some 'Nitty Gritty'.
Firstly though let me re-phrase my secondary objective, it's "to live to see the world change direction permanently", not change it. A ridiculous statement I know. Individuals can influence things overall, to a greater or lessor degree than each other, but it's concerted 'collective' action that makes a difference on such a scale - and only this. Change, Revolution, New Order ... whatever? Tired and over used words now, in advertising, politics and everyday life. Everything is the next BIG THING/HOPE – when in reality practically everything pans out to have little impact on our lives long term and soon falls by the wayside to be replaced at the forefront of our consciousness' with whatever is marketed at us next. It's all so old hat. Had a conversation along such lines last week with a friend and we agreed to agree eventually, that the stand out issue in people's minds concerning the prospect of power changing hands for real - by whatever processes this were to be brought about - would be whose taking over and what will they deliver us! So fear of change really. The 'Better the Devil we Know' scenario represents a huge barrier for the majority whom may otherwise welcome sweeping changes, and a very useful propaganda tool too, for those whom stand to lose out if any were to be brought about – or even to be seriously considered. (As perfectly illustrated by George Orwell's Animal Farm) Because then, far too many questions would be openly and continually asked concerning the justifications behind any prospect of it. The 'blatant' system of denial which operates concerning 'Mind Control Technology' is seemingly representative of how all institutions (state and private) handle the keeping of secrets. How they hide information. It's the way it is and why, as I've said, their mouthpiece the mainstream media industry, will not report on MCT at all.
There is a gaping chasm of a difference currently between all other issues and the issue of 'Mind Control Technology'. MCT is being used, it is highly illegal in every sense of the word and although it is as frightening an issue to contemplate as there could be, people simply cannot afford to allow fear to prevent them doing just this. The consequences for the majority if they don't will be catastrophic, and perhaps even more importantly, in time they will become completely irreversible. Really there is no time for contemplation, it needs to be accepted overall, and that overall acceptance thereafter needs to be converted into effective 'Mass Action'. Ideally, I believe, it is critical that such takes place, and is lead from, within our existing institutions. 'Change'? It's too ambiguous a word, STOP doing it is a far more precise and realistic goal. Keep it simple stupid. It is ONLY a case of 'Yes or No'. Once – as I keep fuckin saying – it's been accepted by all you 'Pig Twats' out there for the fuckin 'Brass Tack' (fact) that it is!!!
Domestically and internationally it is the single most important issue concerning all our futures and should be at the forefront of the political agenda. 'Officially', it is not even on one. Reverse this situation from within your own social circles (pubs, cafe's, clubs, work, home, whatever), broaden the debate and force it upon them. Be fascinating to witness how the chamber divides (or clears probably) if you were to present such a situation to parliament, hey? Not to mention how interesting the news would become all of a sudden. We have the systems and structures in place to deal with political issues, they're simply being used to hide this particular one currently. They are your political institutions, a birth right and as a whole should - and would, if enough pressure is applied - be answerable to you.
Expenses claims!? Rightly so this abuse was outed, but come on, in comparison to the abuse I'm highlighting here and can prove, it's absolute piffle isn't it?
Don't just sit indoors and read about it on your computers, it's happening outside, right now!