Amongst the most important of perspectives to observe matters from is this. If you're going to survive being targeted long term at all, because when it becomes clearly evident - usually I'd say because there is a pattern to it, involving the timing of it, its relevance to particular events and from where it originates etc. - it represents tangible and valuable insights into the covert nature of the manipulation you're enduring. Manipulation designed to effect and cause, but remain unquantifiable - untraceable even. An awareness of it can, if channelled properly, help build a degree of immunity to the 'effects' and thereon enable you to avoid what these were meant to 'cause'. In other words, you're able to develop a mental picture which provides a degree of understanding of what you're dealing with and you're then able to reason and rationalise with regards to the bigger picture. Via a process of deduction you're able then to stop toying with so many questions and accept that, yes, 'it' is happening.
You see, 'overkill' comes in a myriad of forms. Maybe by way of blatant lies you're encountering, denials of what you know to be blatant truths even, persistent sabotage of property, purposeful overkill such as 'Gang Stalking' (others verbally denigrating a target when alone etc. etc.) or, say somebody not being able to resist gloating when you've encountered a great deal of trouble you're sure was engineered by others - thinking prematurely they've finished you off perhaps? Too much innuendo and suggestion which is exposed to be inaccurate or false. Anyway, if you are a target, there will be overkill. It's used to disorientate, the whole idea is often to make a target totally aware that they're under surveillance and being manipulated, they'll get paranoid to fuck and won't be able to prove jot. Not a comfortable position; indeedy no. In fact they'll start to talk and act very much like someone does with the onset of a clinical mental disorder, often because they're experiencing the initial stages of having one clinically induced anyway. Resistance grows though with understanding, the mental picture of matters one develops through awareness - gradually, from a blur towards clarity - focuses. Things slow down, settle down, detail becomes almost insignificant as you're able to concentrate only on what's known and you gauge to be of noteworthy relevance. Then it's ... WHY?
Why the fuck would 'anyone' do all this to me!?
Once up to speed and educated on the overall picture, the question,"Why me"? persists in causing disturbance/disruption, but - in my case at any rate - a watershed concerning this is reached when all's been considered and there's no way it's justifiable. By any bastard! (Sorry, scuse the swearing again) So then you want to face up to what's going down, but it isn't there, the 'right' to defend yourself. This' denied you too.
More deduction takes place, then, yep okay - as in my case again - can't move forward so channel energies into dealing with immediate problems such as damned awful pain. Many doors and morns later you're informed the cause of your pain is something else that's been inflicted on you; it's implanted technology, that you go on to learn links your mind into a computer some place via ELF radio waves. Somewhat like the computer you're reading this on is probably linked to the internet via a wireless connection. Then it's - well. 'Okay ... so now what'? Then it's all denied, covered up and your on your patsy-ass own again. Well, sort of on your own, and now with the knowledge that you've only ever been 'sort of'' on your own. Know what I mean?
"The true art of memory, is in the art of paying attention". This I've practiced ardently for decades because I knew something was wrong and believed in going 'full circle' I could gather enough info on whatever to deal with whatever. Man, I could substantiate everything to the nth degree without the proofs I have, but 'everything' is known, 'everything' since this technology has been in me at any rate. Known and, I'll wager a pound to a penny with anyone that, everything is known, and, is 'recorded'.
How will it be edited?!
They're using people like me to develop computer software you know. For 'systems' which will be modelled on the human brain - this' brain mapping. Research to aid in the development of biologically interfaced technology and better 'stuff' all round they'd tell you.
Every day that I exist with this horror show inside of me is an abomination, and, may I add, reflects extremely poorly on Human Beings as a species generally.