It, is a move I made something like fifteen, sixteen years ago now - a company I still own in name. A drop of the shoulder it was, and a means - so I believed on its inception - to become and remain 'independent'. Though I knew full well too it was also subliminally very much about gaining notoriety and a position of strength - and with a long list of reasons as to why - within a sector of commerce that I naively understood to be centred around deciphering all the bollocks and furnishing folk with the truth. The mainstream media industry that is.
Not what I expected it to be though - and not its entertainment side aside either. Subterfuge is what it represents, an agenda setting mechanism that in fact 'actively' suppresses much of the truth. Such words are a cue to switch off for most these days though, hey?
"Boring! Everybody who cares knows this: tell us something we don't already know ... "!
Mmmmn ... write a blog, share your life?! Well, if I'd been left to my own devices I'd have no wish to 'openly' share my life at all. Privacy is right on up there at the top of my wish list believe me. But, something else I want you all to consider is how you would feel about/deal with knowing that not only is everything you've ever done in life known, but that even your inner most thoughts are too? Yes, and this' a reality, being forced to live with the knowledge that even what you think, let alone what you say, is monitored by others. Then, further to this still, that how you behave can be influenced/controlled too, then throw in the torture aspects and then try to contemplate just what a destructive effect this would have on you and your life generally speaking?
If you've done what I requested, then you should be able to appreciate that I really should be paranoid to high heaven given that I'm wholly aware of all of the above; but I'm not. Quite contrary to this, I actually find it reassuring to know that the truth of matters overall is known, but believe me this will not be the case for many others. Also, now I understand that - at least more often than not - when I have behaved or talked like a twat it has not really been me that's doing so, I feel stronger too. This' a spoiling tactic, one I still have to cope with, but one like all others facets of this damn awful technology that is easier to live with now I understand it. I just apologise a lot. :-) It's like having ones personality/character stretched out of shape, like say a piece of rubber, only for it to snap back into its original form once released. I know me, and furthermore I'm totally comfortable with who I am, but yes too, it is the case that I cannot 'always' predict my own behaviour - hence I tend to mix in small circles and generally amongst people whom are aware of what I have to deal with.
I am quite capable of providing sound testimony to support the facts I have, and if this becomes widely known – as stated in an e-mail I sent earlier today – it will make The Watergate Scandal seem like a minor political skirmish in comparison. And these are not exaggerated or sensationalised words. Though it'd be more like “All The Prime Ministers Pansies”; because he, his corporate buddies and his 'Posh Boy Gang Members' aren't man enough to face the world as 'individuals'. They use invisible microwave weapons to suppress any 'possible' threat. Fuckin 'Pussy' behaviour if ever I've encountered it - and have I! Boy I wish we were still able to say you line up on one side of a particular field, we'll do so on the other and then we'll ave it out. Far, far more civilised than this, this' demonic and as low as human beings have ever sunk.
"Being implanted and tortured with this technology could, insofar as experiencing sheer terror is concerned, be compared to the likes of being buried or burned alive. Only 'they' get to do it to you over and over and over again ...
... and people mock and attack you as you're going through it”.
Anyow, I digress. Yeah, s'rite innit, Players, well, let me take you back to the Nine-nies then. There I was, winging it as per usual, but with real purpose and fully aware that I was on a collision course with my past and totally intent on getting to the bottom of why my life had always seemed to be manipulated to the degree it had been. This whilst establishing a business I knew would rocket if I took investment as well. Investment – substantial too, and not to mention the added bonus of a personal introduction to at least one board member on practically every major media company in the world if I accepted – that was offered, but that was declined, and declined because I knew something was very wrong. And boy was it!
Have a look again at things from a different angle and via a different MRI machine too. Things inside my head that is ...
Now, a good place this to start getting 'specific' and begin generalising less I'd say. Because this' when things really kicked off big time, and so far as I'm concerned everything that happened back then, prior to that time and since is still simply unfinished business. Of the kind that people should be prosecuted and go to prison for. Not least the murderous, lying little trollop I was sharing a bed with at the time. Directly into the authorities for the time being, but reports are going in on several people. Bad I may not be, but when it comes to defending myself I am ultimately a real real mean man – yet willing to be patient still, so don't for a moment think – if you're reading this, as I know some probably are – that I won't see this through at any cost. It's what I've been saving myself for, it's now almost all I exist for.
It is often said that a person, or people, can be 'conspicuous by their silence(s)'. Conspicuous in that it compels attention, and this is so very true of so many people towards me and of whom I've known well historically. Professionally and personally. The ones I've got in mind right now in particular are the ones that have stuck the boot in historically when they'd thought I was a spent force. I actually had a voice mail left me by one such person at such a time that I was being mullered from all sides stating “I'm going to finish you off this time”!! Mmmmmn ... ?
It's common knowledge that secret societies exist, quasi religious cults and don't think for a moment that mainstream religions have no involvement either, because the justifications the perpetrators use are based on ancient doctrines inherent and practised within such secretive organisations.
You see I'm about to make another move, I'm going to be doing some shopping, but not shopping as in shop shopping, some shopping of people. That's right I'm going to grass on my perps, firstly within the confines of official bodies - with copies of my correspondence sent into a national newspaper too - and if there's no reaction to the criminal acts I report then I'm going to open things up for all and sundry to read. Then there really will be trouble at mill/on the streets.
Slave drivers, the table has turned